When no one understands

..what you’re doing,not even yourself!It is a priviledge and a blessing to be in a state of awareness about your mission on earth.Or more simply to enjoy what you currently doing.I hadn’t been lucky on that part for most of my life.Now I feel restless.I am re-educating myself,with the hope to re-equip and advance in new battles in new territories.These new skills will help in discovering the new cause.Will lift my vision higher.I have no other help than a fierce willpower and my God.

Part of it I know is to help myself and the people whithin my sphere of influence become better.My «armored vehicle» to achieve this, is philosophy.I am no match to any of those titans of spirit that I chose to study,but conveying their message as poorly as I can is better than doing nothing.I’ve been through the phase of pain,vanity and «emptiness».That only served my «awakening»when at some point,nothing felt real.I said to myself,this is your only chance to do something meaningfull.So be it.